I wish to enjoy my body - I have a tendency to overlook the migraine, the fibromyalgia, the hip pain, the fat, the whole aging process, I like to overlook them and dissociate from them to the point where I completely ignore and discount my body. I ignore her cries for help. I eat unhealthy things to block out the pain. I push myself and go without sleep until she can't take anymore and she rebels with complete lack of activity.
- I want to make friends with her.
- I want to take care of her.
- I want to learn to pamper her.
- I want to see her as beautiful, worthy of care and attention.
- I want to learn love for her.